Friday, December 03, 2004

Comfort Room

Imman: A "slow" and wise person once said to me, "I should live my life on the edge, be spontaneous!" after that "incident" that I kept feeling bad about. What can I do if I had always played it safe? Ever since I chucked that stone in the air, hitting a car windshield? Ever since I got my finger cut short by a bicycle? Ever since I got my feet stuck between the fork and the wheel of another bicycle? Or is it the time I got blasted by a firecracker? Or maybe it's because of the last time I cheated in an exam- during grade 2! All my life, I played safe (yeah right!) ever since I thought that sometimes the risks are too great when I felt bad after doing "crazy things". Sometimes my conscience compels me to live my life in a shell where there are no jolts and surprises. Where no crisis arises, my life goes along as it should... yeah.. it's all very nice, but not very good (thank you barry). Yup, I feel like I'm trapped in my own comfort room.. no, not the CR but my own comfort zone. I dont want to step out! Please, somebody! Break down the walls for me so I can live my life to the fullest! Sometimes princes need to be swept away by their princesses too...