ispeysal awards. (thoughts on how to get it)
Imman: Gio, guess what? I just had my face cleaned by some person for the first time. At first.. i was really excited to go but when the nurse/doctor/assistant started plucking away on my face.. hay... it really hurt so badly (either that or i have a very low tolerance for pain). My eyes were closed the whole time as tears rolled the side of my eyes. It was like playing the part of hell raiser(the guy with nails sticking out of his face). It felt like nails were being hammered down my nose! (exag ka imman!) Hm.. it made me think- sometimes, if life wants you to learn a lesson, it can be very discreet or it can be as direct as slapping it to you in the face( or in this instance, poking you with a metal stick with a holed tip) The lesson? pain exists just as well as pleasure exist. But is pain the absence of pleasure or is pleasure the absence of pain? Or are they two different things? What is important is they both exist. If I want to achieve my goals, then there should always be pain- or sacrifice... I now know that. But why can't I sacrifice? I know my goal and I know what I should do to achieve it.. but why can't I start doing it? gio? Why?!!? lack of self control and will power? or are the sacrifices too great to give up? Maybe I just dont see the light at the end of the tunnel?
"so many questions.. but the answers are so few..."
Gio: You know imman, things i think has gone better for you as far as I am concerned. For one thing, this has been my latest update since 2 weeks ago I think and you have so many na. Haha, but well, better late than never. Speaking of your happy derma trip, it isn't that much painful than what my dentist has been doing with my teeth. Thank God i was so gifted with so many and very large teeth that it took some really really painful OPERATIONS to remove those crummy wisdom teeth. Hell yes, I still even have extra teeth that was still under the gums! yup, i am glad that those teeth have been removed..imagine the pain of a very large needle piercing your gums every now and then (well, the first pierce is the only one that hurts.) Now, i still have one last wisdom tooth to be removed this coming nov.27 and after that, my sufferings are over! And yeah, removing all these teeth was for more space for the teeth to move on since i have braces. I think this is the light of the tunnel in my part...too many sufferings to make my teeth (and hopefully my face)worthy to look at. (hehe) Well, life is not always like that you know..you do sacrifice a lot of things but you really are not sure about the end results of your sacrifice. Like now, we're sacrificing a lot in school but you really don't know if you'll ever get a good job.(well, we're in the ateneo..hmmm)You also sacrifice your precious load on that girl you really want and wishing that she'd reply just this once. You wait for eternity, then nothing. Really, life is like that, sometimes you see the light at the end, but always, you don;t see it all. I think it is the other way around:
"Why are there many answers out there but so few questions to find them out?..?
Imman: The light at the end of the tunnel? I can see three scenarios- 1) I see what is in the end 2) I don't see the end 3) I see the light but the light is obscure and I can't make out of it. Too bright to see clearly? haha.. sometimes optimism works!
"The truth is out there!" hahaha...
"so many questions.. but the answers are so few..."
Gio: You know imman, things i think has gone better for you as far as I am concerned. For one thing, this has been my latest update since 2 weeks ago I think and you have so many na. Haha, but well, better late than never. Speaking of your happy derma trip, it isn't that much painful than what my dentist has been doing with my teeth. Thank God i was so gifted with so many and very large teeth that it took some really really painful OPERATIONS to remove those crummy wisdom teeth. Hell yes, I still even have extra teeth that was still under the gums! yup, i am glad that those teeth have been removed..imagine the pain of a very large needle piercing your gums every now and then (well, the first pierce is the only one that hurts.) Now, i still have one last wisdom tooth to be removed this coming nov.27 and after that, my sufferings are over! And yeah, removing all these teeth was for more space for the teeth to move on since i have braces. I think this is the light of the tunnel in my part...too many sufferings to make my teeth (and hopefully my face)worthy to look at. (hehe) Well, life is not always like that you know..you do sacrifice a lot of things but you really are not sure about the end results of your sacrifice. Like now, we're sacrificing a lot in school but you really don't know if you'll ever get a good job.(well, we're in the ateneo..hmmm)You also sacrifice your precious load on that girl you really want and wishing that she'd reply just this once. You wait for eternity, then nothing. Really, life is like that, sometimes you see the light at the end, but always, you don;t see it all. I think it is the other way around:
"Why are there many answers out there but so few questions to find them out?..?
Imman: The light at the end of the tunnel? I can see three scenarios- 1) I see what is in the end 2) I don't see the end 3) I see the light but the light is obscure and I can't make out of it. Too bright to see clearly? haha.. sometimes optimism works!
"The truth is out there!" hahaha...

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