Eh kasi naman eh!

Imman: Forgive me but I'm writing this entry out of sheer frustration and surge of emotion. Gio, maybe you won't understand my point but what is it about siblings? Why is it that the youngest is always wrong and the oldest gets to take advantage? Ay am so ped ap of it! What gives my sister the right to be always right? Why do I always take the losing side? Why do I always feel so trodden upon? Why am I writing this entry after fighting with my sister over the computer? Am I resigning and sulking? hm... I think this younger-sibling-under-the-older-one way of life has got to stop! It's unfair. What right do they have? 7 years more of breathing? (hm.. After 5 mins.. my dear mother asked me what happened.. guess what? I got the pleasure of being called a war freak! guess I ended up as the antagonist again ei?.. haay... btw, this is happening in real time pala as I am writing this entry) Hm.. am I always wrong even though my side was logically, and morally sound? My sister was printing some shit.. it was taking too long and I asked her "nicely" if I could use the computer already. I'd just give her the print out after it was finished! What is wrong with that? She snarled at me... I snarled back! I used my logic, she used black mail (she was going to tell I searched for smut in the internet while it was really my brother) So who is more sinister? Me or she? hehe... pero cge, siguro I was wrong too.. ahay! So much angst... uhm so little time? hehe.. Buti ka pa gio.. panganay! olats!

hm.. naicp ko lang.. Matanda na rin pala ako... pero why don't I assert my seniority upon younger people? Nakita nyo na ba ko nambully ng lower batches nung highschool? Ako pa nga minsan inaasar eh. Hindi naman ako gumaganti sa kanila. Sa mga salita ni aki... nagpaparaya na lang ako. Para na rin matigil tong sikulo na to? haha... o olats lang talaga ako? hm...

Gio: it's been too long since i have posted my latest thoughts. i think it's because of my stupid schedule and filipino teacher, but i guess i have to cope with these things to be able to make it to the coveted DL. haha, but going back to imman's topic, i guess that the older children in the family (like me) do have perks when it comes over their siblings. based on my experience, i can pretty much tell them to do what i want. for example, i could let them sit away from the tv when an nba game is on or i could tell them to get them some water. think of me as very sadistic but i think i am lucky to be the eldest in our family. yet, i think that younger do have some perks to. sometimes, they are the ones who receive more patience from parents since the eldest must be the one to know more between right or wrong. they also receive more attention. (i think..hehe) so imman, don't fret. that's just natural. makisama ka lang at sa tingin ko rerespetuhin ka rin.